Day 4- Progress?

Today, things seemed to change a bit. I could be wrong, but I'm cautiously optimistic.

Things I love about my husband:

• He's funny
• Cute
• He makes me feel safe

I'm still a hoping and uh' prayin'♡

Day 3

Therapy didn't go well.

He says he is simply over and does not want to work things out.

I keep wishing this was just a bad dream.

Keep praying.

Can a marriage survive infidelity?

http://m.wikihow.com/Mend-a-Marriage-After-an-Affair

I found this wikihow article very informative.

In short, yes.

Couples therapy Thursday.

Day 1

Well, actually 2 days ago was day 1. We had been sorta "broken up" yet still living in the same house (and having sex of course). I had met someone whom I started an LDR/online affair with. This happened in May 2014.

Not too long ago, he had an affair with a married woman from his work. He is still friends with her on FB and they still talk though he says he has no feelings for her.

I am not pleased with this, but I can't force anything at this point.

Up until 2 days ago, I was almost convinced that we were completely through.

Almost.

Right up until Sunday.

It hit me.

I am NOT over this.
At all.
Not by a long shot.

The thing is, he says he doesn't love me anymore. And that he does not want to work on us. He is in it for our girls only.

He has agreed to try marriage counseling with me. And that for the next 3 months, we will try and "re-connect".

I told him that if in three months he doesn't want this anymore, I will give him a divorce and a custody agreement.

I am so terrified that things won't change. I am trying to remain hopeful.

I don't know what is going to happen and I am SCARED.

If you are reading this, pray for my marriage.